When I’m doing readings for clients, I’m always pulling out Louise Hay’s tiny book, Heal Your Body – The Mental Causes for Physical Illness and the Metaphysical Way to Overcome Them.
This time, it’s me I’m using Louise for. Off and on during this lifetime, my left knee hurts. First time was when I was in a wreck at 19 and developed a blood clot in it. I could tell what was happening with the weather for years after that by changes in the pain in my knee.
Then in the 80s, I started doing aerobics and the same pain flared up. By that time, I had become a Reiki healer, and just did Reiki on it in between aerobics classes. After about a year, it was gone completely.
In 200_ something or other, a group of us were in Sedona, I was being helpful because I thought I should be, not because I wanted to, and ended up being thrown off balance, with terrible cracking sounds in my (again, left) knee. One healer helped, I bought a brace, did RICE and just did Reiki 24/7 for the agony. That ended up with about an inch long pain on the side of my knee that flares up every now and then.
So the problem is the left side, joints, knee. And that’s what I’m meditating on, with Louise’s help. The left side ‘represents receptivity, taking in, feminine energy, the mother.’ Affirmation: ‘My feminine energy is beautifully balanced.’
Joints ‘represent changes in direction in life and the ease of those movements.’ Affirmation: ‘I easily flow with change. My life is Divinely guided and I am always going in the best direction.’ Knee problems are ‘stubborn ego and pride’. (Moi??) ‘Inability to bend. Fear. Inflexibility. Won’t give in.’ Affirmation: ‘Forgiveness. Understanding. Compassion. I bend and flow with ease and all is well.’
I, of course, feel I’m being clear, direct and realistic. : > My knee strongly disagrees with my mind on this.
Actually, I’m realizing the affirmation I wrote about yesterday – I have lots of time, lots of money and lots of help – will go a long way toward moving me to the state of relaxed confidence that will ‘fix’ the knee. A lot of the issue, as my inner self presents it, is the need for a new balance between my right and left brained lives. Obviously, trying to force that new balance is not working. My strength of will is working against me. Hmmmmm. So…I open to allowing that new balance to emerge. Easy to do, since I have so much time, money and help. Aaaaahhhh.